Tagged. :)

Thanks sum!


What song has captured your mind lately?
Never Shout Never- i can't stand it... i just really like this song and music video lately.


What TV show do you catch regularly?
Well there are a many; but the main ones right now are... What i like about you, The office, Chowder, Tom and Jerry, and friends. :)


What book really has lately engaged you?
I love reading; but its hard to get into a book. I have kind of started Standing for something.

What movie do you find yourself re-watching?
Kung Fu Panda. i just love cartoons :)



What is something that is over-rated lately?
Honey Nut Cheerios; now don't get me wrong I love honey nut cheerios. But There commercial copied trix or lucky charms not sure which one. I don't know it just bothered me that they couldn't come up with there own cool story of why cheerios are cool. It may be because i was taking a nap on the couch and the dang channel changer was to far to reach so i couldn't turn it down, and that commercial came on and aggrivated me. ha I know kind of silly. but it is what it is. :)



What is the best kept secret in music you NEED to share?
ummm... i don't really know what that means. ha.. but following summers thingy. i will say Music Videos... whatch more music videos, they rock. :)



What comfort food has been important to you as of late?
Nutter Butters; popsicles :) Yum and Definitly Lunchables. yup lunchables rock. :)











What place is your hiding place?
Definitly when I go running up on the mountain by foremaster; run up there sit up top... its the best. Or go for a drive by myself late at night.













Do you collect anything? If so what?
ha I guess I collect flip flops and converse shoes. I love wearing flip flops and converse shoes.











What beverage is a daily consumable for you?
Definitly Gatorade :) the lemon-lime or purple frost.



What store or shop do you frequent the most?
Target, Walmart, The dollar store :)










Favorite color as of late...
Pink :)

Friday night :)

I love nights to myself sometimes. Escpecially tonight, I watched like 5 hours worth of cartoons. Went on an amazingly long run! :) I went and saw a movie, I played my guitar, snuggled up to my body pillow on my floor and watched music videos. looked up funny pick up lines, and funny pictures... PICK UP LINE (Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag) ha ha, it made me laugh.
Best of all Attempted to catch frogs.... The dang things peed on me.. Then I finally caught a baby one and it fell and I of course stepped on it. It was disgusting, but kind of funny, I just wish someone was with me to laugh by my side. ha ha

Not letting fear get in my way...

So I have decided to stop wanting to do things and to actually do them. I want to accomplish so much, With everything i want to do. I always let fear get in my way. Because i am scared to fail, I'm scared. I let fear of failure control what i want to do.

I want too...
Influence someone for the better
Accomplish my dreams
Do something even though I may be scared, I may fail
change someones life
Take a risk; even if i fail
Learn new songs on the guitar
Be more involved in the school and make new friends and meet new people
Face my fears

Above all else; Live my life to it's fullest. I want to live every moment and not worry of what others think, To LIVE not just EXIST...

GheFa & Sissy Wa Wa..... Tanner & Summer

These two peoples are so funny!!! I dont think I go a day with out secretly giggling at them. They make my day. The fact that tanner can not be traumatized by seeing someone die, is amazing. ;) ha. The fact that sum can wear high tops with low socks and not complain is astonishing. yup. they are pretty amazing. :) Even better is they can go on living like nothing is wrong when Max Hall Hates them. Their something else. :)

Good ol' pair of jeans

I love a good old pair of jeans. that fit just right. I went in to my closet this morning, and just Grabbed a pair of jeans. That I probably havent worn in six months. I honestly just didnt care what I looked like today, but these jeans are just right... there's nothing like a good pair of jeans to make a day better. :)

Letting people see me...

"Sometimes you have to run away so you can
see who will follow you, sometimes you have,
to talk quieter to see who is listening."

Gosh, I feel like lately I have been finally able to let people in. I havent had to keep those walls up, that have been up, with guard dogs and machine guns to keep everyone out for so many years. I come off as this easy going open person, and I am... to a certain extent. I only let people in so far, and then I pretend there is nothing mroe to tell. Im always worried it will back fire... I have never really let anyone see the real me. The one who Isn't so perfect, who has so much to work through. The one who could probably give you advice on a lot of stuff, because I have been through it.

It's not like I dont want to open up and really tell people "My Story". For me it's just very hard to trust people and let them in. I am definitly not a regualar girl, I feel weird showing my feelings. To me crying has always been a sign of weakness, I dont want people to think Im vulnerable.

Seeing now that crying isn't weakness... It's a sign of Strength, To be able to convey emotion and to let others see YOU. That is strength and trust in its self. I am slowly but surely starting to open up more, and I love it!
Listening to my friend Summer talk about how our friend Nick told her "thank you for letting me see the real you, and for opening up. You are Beautiful on the inside and out" Made me realize how much I want to let someone in... To really see me... Here's to my dear friend Summer Lawsen who I have probably balled to quite a few times since I have lived with her. Which is not normal for me... Me crying in front of you, shows complete trust. :)


Here's to the guy who can open me up, and is willing to break that wall down and get passed those guard dogs... Will have my trust, and probably my heart. :)... Good luck... :)

Everything I Have Accomplished!

I am so proud of myself as i look back on my life and realize everything I have accomplished! I am so glad that I have taken risks and gone outside my box and enjoyed life, instead of watching it pass by.



I Have...
-Recorded my Songs
-Attempted wake boarding
-Lived through a Tornado
-Broke my hand- falling UP the Stairs... :) ha
-Done a 10K in a Wheelchair- (broke foot 2 days before race) I even beat people who were running, ya ya!
-Been in a beauty pageant
-Hiked NAF peak!
-Been in a Basketball Championship!
-Hiked inside a Volcano
-Hiked 27 miles in 3 days
-Been inside the Nauvoo temple
-Told a guy, exactly how I felt; and didn't regret it!
-Modeled
-Designed and sewed clothes
-Slept on a Golf Course
-Snorkled with sharks
-Gone over tour boat waves on a Jet ski
-Learned a song on the guitar
-Seen true love
-Gone on a ferris wheel and survived- I'm scared of heights :)
-Gone surfing
-Been in four places at once
-Gone down a fire pole
-Had an all girls band when I was 14. :)
-Dont make fun; but got 9 kills on XBOX live... thats big for me
-Jumped off a 30 foot cliff at lake powell
-Been out of the country
-Witnessed a Miracle
-Champion Paintballer ;)- me against 5 boys... i had like 30 welts
-volunteered at an Iron man
-Lived in Alaska for a Summer
-Swam in the Ocean with seals
-Seen the northern lights
-Floated down the virgin river like 30 times :)


- I am sure there is more.. but for now.. those ones stand out the most to me. :)


I can't wait for the future, where I can have even more adventures!! But here is to right now, because I am going to try and live every moment, and just enjoy life.