Friday, June 12, 2009

new chapter

Well, today is my first time writing a blog, always wanted to. But never have reallly done something about it. So here is to my first blog!

It's so interesting to me, how fast life goes by. I mean i swear yesterday i was getting ready for my first day of school, and now i am graduated and getting ready for college. I dont know if i am ready to go off into the world, Its a bitter sweet thing. Dont get me wrong i am excited, but at the same time sad, My childhood is gone. Now i need to embrace what is to come, and what is ahead of me.

I am no longer familiar with what is going to come, or having the same routine with getting up, brushing teeth, get ready, eat breakfast go to school. knowing where all of my classes are and knowing all the good teachers, and the crazy ones. I am a newbie to life as we know it. I am starting a new chapter in my life, and am so excited to be on my own and being my own person, starting in a place where no one knows me or my past. I hope from what i have learned in my 18 years of life, that i will make smarter decisions and be a better person. I still can't believe i am graduated, i just want it to hit me, so i can move on. :) I hope that I will still stay in touch with my good friends, it will be an effort but, my friends are so worth it!!!! :)

How do i prepare for my life....? I want to be successful, but be a great mother. I want to get married in the next couple years, but i want to explore the world first. I want to be the same person i have always been with my same values, but i want to change as well.
I guess we will see... I will just enjoy life and be spontaneous, because the lord knows, i need to be more adventureous, and take life as it comes, i cant always plan ahead. Life is full of suprises, and i need to embrace it.